Four simple words

Hi-

Sometimes I want to stand on the rooftop and scream my mom is dead. My mom is dead. 4 simple words but the 4 most powerful i've ever said. There have never been a more defining 4 words ever. My mom is dead. They are self explanatory. There are no other words needed ever. If all i ever said for the rest of my life was my mom is dead it would be enough and too much all at the same time.

They are the most difficult and still the easiest words I've ever said.

The story of my life now starts with 4 simple words, 'my mom is dead.'

Sometimes out of nowhere I'll close my eyes and picture your tiny little face. Your hair that you were trying to grow out and I hated. Your cheeks with their peach fuzz. I close my eyes and beg for one more day, one more conversation, one more 'I love you,' one more 'I'm proud of you,' one more anything.

I just want one more anything.

Love you forever, miss you always.
Rachel