Hey Mom -
Today was a little rough. That nonsense they tell you about it only getting easier with time is pretty stupid if you ask me. Definitely only getting harder - Randi and Rab totally agree with me too. The more time that goes by the less you can convince yourself that its not true.
Meridith and Carly are here now so that's good. We are laughing quite a bit which is what I usually do with them, so that's nice. I'm pretty sure I saw dad laugh tonight as well. Kahni is here too.
I went to a preseason dolphins game with them. Phillip had 3 extra tickets and a parking pass so that was cool since we literally only paid for the beers we drank. I hung out with them for a while. They had Dillion with them. I literally watched him eat an entire pint of edys chocolate ice cream. Dee was laughing though saying that's the best part about being a grandma - you send them back to mom all hopped up on sugar. Sucks that we wont ever know that. That's a super hard part about all of this. I'm constantly faced with the things we will never do together, or anymore.
Sorry its so short. Carly, Meridith, and I are going to climb into bed and watch the season finale of US of Tara. Remember the last time they were here we literally watched the entire season in one sitting pretty much. Well we never made it to the finale so we are going to do that now.
Love you forever, miss you always.
Rachel
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