I wonder, wonder, wonder who....

Hi –

Every morning I wake up and for the first minute or so while I’m having the internal battle about whether to hit snooze one more time or not I think about you.  For that minute I don’t remember and all I can think about is talking to you again. Then the minute fades and it all comes crashing down. I tell myself I am Rachel Rosenthal, you are gone, and I do in fact need to get up.

Then I wonder how long till I no longer forget. If there will come a day when I don’t need to remind myself that this is my reality. Because I’ve got to say, it’s been a year and I still can’t wrap my brain around it.

Love you forever, Miss you always.

Rachel

“…Well, sometimes I go out by myself

And I look across the water

And I think of all the things, what you're doing

And in my head I paint a picture…”