Hi –
I think I might have become extremely lazy. Like way more than I ever was before. I’ve always been on the lazy side of things, but if I had something I needed to do or even wanted to do, I at least did it. Ot if there was something that was expected of me, I definitely did it. Now, not so much.
I keep putting off making a dentist appointment. I keep putting off phone calls. I still haven’t done anything with my 401K from Warner Bros. If it weren’t for my need of crazy pills I definitely wouldn’t have found a local doctor.
There’s this small part of me that feels well getting out of bed is hard enough every morning, I should really get a pass on the rest of this stuff. Is that wrong?
I’m thinking I might start telling people I’m reaching my full potential as a procrastinator. Or that I’ve become a member of the nine apathetic, sympathetic, diabetic old men on roller skates with a marked propensity towards procrastination and sloth. Totally sounds better than being selfish, or self absorbed.
But in all honesty, a pat on the back or some sort of recognition that I’m doing this whole ‘life’ thing right would do wonders for me.
Love you forever, Miss you always.
Rachel
Rachel
