Monday, September 24, 2012

Because you’ve gotta eat….


Hi,

God. I just miss you. That's all. I. Just. Miss. You. I'll be in my head, driving along, thinking about what to eat for dinner and the song changes and the key is just perfect that I run smack into the wall. And it's crippling. And I start to tear up and I realize. Fuck. You're gone. Just gone.

Then in a flash it's gone. I've convinced myself that giving into that dark place where all I see is blackness is not ok. So I suck the tears back into my head. Check the mail. And the climb the stairs to my apartment. Because its time for dinner.

Love you forever, miss you always
Rachel

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