Come Some Rainy Day

Hi,
It feels like it was yesterday, it feels like it was a lifetime ago, it also feels like it's a nightmare I can't wake up from. Then every once in a while it feels like a harsh dose of reality smacking me in the face.

In the book I'm reading they talk about how a lot times as soon as a loved one dies the persons name because a bad word. One that could cause an entire room to immediately go quiet. Or a person to completely shut down. I'm really glad that hasn't happened here. I think and say your name often. I still say parents when referring to just about anything. I can't imagine how a person could remove a word from their
vocabulary with the turn of a coin. But then again a lot of things have happened recently that I can't imagine. I would have never imagined being here.

Love you forever, miss you always
Rachel

"We move on
Put those dreams away
Hoping that we'll find them
Come some rainy day
How could I know
That everything would change
Except the way I miss you
Come some rainy day

I'll sit and laugh with friends
At what we've all been through
But I still catch my breath
When someone mentions you"